school.. =/

[MissNightmare_xx]

GAHH! I thought since no-one else has posted here.. I will XD


Mhmm..


School's staarting up for 2009 tomorrow and I'm bloody nervous as hell..
this year as 5th form.. I'm a senior which means.. I have god damn exams!!

I'm so bloody scared because what happens from now will affect my future >_<
Some of my friends have failed NCEA and I'm really scared because what if I fail.. and can't get into uni.. or poly.

It's hard to focus.. when you know the other students are hating on you.. making rumors.. every bloody week!
It makes life harder.. and the teachers are hating on me to! Except my japanese teacher who is
so bloody nice to me XD
I'm really worried because I need to pass English and Maths.. they are the biggies and I need like 8-14
credits for them.. and I'm WAY below average in Maths.. failed all my 4th form assessments.. and
what if I fail this year!! I'll have to repeat 5th form maths in 6th form! and English last year
my teacher was so slack we learnt shit all!!!
I don't even know the difference between a verb and an adjective.. unsure which is which..

Since I'm taking Art and Japanese.. it's going to make life hard! Japanese is really hard to pass..
I hear and Art takes up so much of your time and it's so hard to hard as well and it's really stressful.

I'm like stressing out here cause I don't want to end up working at New World my whole life...
I want to be a make-up artist/beautican in Japan.. and it's like... ARRRGGGHHHH!!!!

I have a friend who is pretty much stuck.. she's failed her 5th form NCEA.. she only had 13 credits
out of 80.. she has to repeat 5th form.... because she's always smoking and wagging.. but I'm scared
I don't want to end up like her.. her life is pretty much down the drain.


Gahhhhh!

Nervous much...

it feels gooood letting this all out XD
Perked me up abit lol.

Still terrified as hell... I want to succeed XD but I might fail DX
I have concentration problems..
Gahhh.

[Deb]

Aww Missy Mo0...tis so good to see you...well read from you again!
Now dont you worry your pretty little head about school...I'm sure you will do just fine. Just try hard to concentrate and do your best, not much more you can do other than that. Dont put too much pressure on yourself to succeed, just tackle one task at a time and go from there. You will do great, no doubt about that.
Love you, miss you...cant wait to catch up hon. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox